Why Eating Disorder Treatment Must Improve
I don’t know Nikki Grahame. Nonetheless, her death on Friday has hit me very hard, as it has many of
Five Things to Remember When Your Eating Disorder Calls
No matter how ‘recovered’ you are from an eating disorder, it may try and call you back. It could be
My Anorexia Treatment: A Round Up
So, this is it. After 18 months, I have been officially discharged from the eating disorders service. Many of you
Goodbye Eating Disorders Service
I did it. Today I close the chapter on this phase of recovery, as I am now officially discharged from
Thank You, Time To Change
Today I attended my last Time To Change event, as the campaign is finally coming to a close. I have
Eating Disorders: The Grass Isn’t Greener
Anorexia is an evil illness. Onlookers might be confused as to why some of us try to cling onto it
What I Mean When I Say I’m Tired
I’m sure many of us who have experienced mental health problems have found ourselves in this position. Sometimes, we could
How to Support Somebody with an Eating Disorder
Often, when people around us are struggling with their mental health, we can feel at a loss as to what
10 Eating Disorder Recovery Wins
Content warning: I do discuss some eating disordered behaviours in the following post. Since starting treatment for anorexia again in
Eating Disorders and Recovery Guilt
I am at a weird part in my recovery right now. I feel like I am very much living alongside
Not Everybody with an Eating Disorder…
Eating disorders are hugely misunderstood, and there are many, many misconceptions that are best ignorant and at worst deadly. I
Managing Christmas with an Eating Disorder
A couple of years ago I wrote a post about how to support somebody who has an eating disorder at
Do You Really Miss Your Eating Disorder?
Inevitably, there are going to be times when no matter how recovered I get, a small pang of missing my
How to Separate Anorexia from Your Identity
Eating disorders are incredibly complex illnesses because they take over your entire life. Every waking minute consumed by anorexia is
Grief and Eating Disorder Recovery
Recovery is a good thing, right? It’s something we put ourselves through torture to achieve and work at every day.
Eating Disorders: Are You Sick Enough?
I don’t know anyone who has had an eating disorder of any description and not questioned whether they are sick
Top Eating Disorder Recovery Instagram Accounts
Instagram can be a very toxic place, especially the ‘recovery’ community. I say that in quotations, because often what masks
How it Feels to be a Nurse and a Patient
Being a mental health nurse and a mental health patient at the same time can sometimes be a little confusing.
Anorexia Symptoms Nobody Talks About
When asked to conjure up an idea of what anorexia is, most people would immediately say restricted eating and a
The ‘War on Obesity’ and the Battle Against Anorexia
The news is pretty inescapable these days, and it’s likely you will by now be aware of the governments plans
Bipolar Disorder is not a Punchline
It’s been a while since I’ve written a post about bipolar disorder. As is known by my regular readers, anorexia
10 Lessons I’ve Learnt in Recovery
Recovery is a rollercoaster and is one I have been a passenger on many times. I have always felt very
25 Affirmations to Improve Body Image
Anorexia recovery is so hard, and a huge part of that is due to trying to come to terms with
Anorexia Recovery: Onwards and Upwards
This week I was discharged from the day patient programme, after successfully maintaining at my target weight for four weeks.
What Does it Mean to be Healthy?
We are bombarded with images of ‘health’ everywhere – social media, supermarkets, television, billboards. Being healthy is wonderful, and I
Healthy Body, Healthy Mind?
It happened. This week I officially reached my target weight. After six months of watching the scale climb and climb,
I Miss You, Anorexia
This probably feels like a strange post to write, especially when comparing it to something like this which I wrote
Hidden Challenges in Eating Disorder Recovery
Eating disorder recovery is hard. It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done. The most challenging things? Weight gain and eating more.
How to Make the Most of Virtual Mental Health Care
These are strange times we are living in. Health and social care services all across the country (and the world)
30 Things I Want to Do Post-Lockdown
Lockdown life is hard, amirite? I know that I am incredibly fortunate to be in the situation that I am
Pushing Past Quasi-Recovery
Over the last few weeks, as I approach my target weight, I have been getting frustrated with myself that things
Anorexia Recovery: Cara vs Yoghurt
I’m putting a content warning here. As always, there are no numbers: no weights, no calories, no clothes sizes etc.
Coping with an Eating Disorder During a Pandemic
Here’s a blog post I never thought I’d write. Let’s be honest, the last few weeks have been pretty crazy,
The Anorexia Recovery Rollercoaster
Anorexia recovery is confusing. If you head over to Instagram and search any of the recovery hashtags, you’ll be inundated
Eating Disorders Q&A
As many of you will know, raising awareness about mental health in general, but particularly eating disorders, is something I
How Anorexia Tricks You
Anorexia is a wily minx. It’s incredibly good at tricking you. But the more years that pass that its presence
Day Patient Update: Checkpoint
As of this week, I’m approximately halfway through day patient. I’ve gained over half of my weight target and my
Relapse and Mental Health Advocacy
Being a ‘mental health advocate’ is weird. Sometimes it can feel like I’m not doing it right. When I have
A Week With Me: Day Patient Edition
I’ve done a couple of these before and they’ve been well received, and since my life is pretty different since
Anorexia Recovery: Two Steps Forward
This week, I feel like a different person to the one who wrote this post. I’ve had a mixed week,
My Recovery Journey: I Am Stuck
I feel so stuck. I have functioned with an eating disorder for a long time and I don’t understand why
Recovery is a Full Time Job
I’m adding a content warning to this post. There’s no mention of my weight or numbers but I do touch
Calories Aren’t The Enemy
So today, in the news, there are a lot of stories with headlines that look a little like this. I
Top Tips for Starting a Mental Health Blog
Last year I went to Time To Change’s Story Camp and did a talk about how to create a mental
Anorexia and the Unicorn Syndrome
Unicorn Syndrome: A phenomenon often seen in people with anorexia who feel that they are the exception to the rules
Brain Dump: Starting Anorexia Treatment
Today I had the call. The call I have been desperate to get yet never quite ready for. Six weeks
I Am Done: Breaking Up with Anorexia
I’m done. I am so, so tired of this illness, and I am done. As I write this I know
The Unglamorous Side of Anorexia
Anorexia is an illness that still to this day, despite how dangerous it is and how many people die from
How to Become a Mental Health Nurse
This month marks two years since I qualified as a mental health nurse, and I’m almost at my 10 years
Dear Weight Watchers
Dear Weight Watchers, I became aware of you as a small child. You were spoken of frequently in our house,
